Is it ok that i don't really want friends anymore
Hi! I just wanted to ask a question that I think about a lot lately.
Is it okay that I don't want any friends ? I think that I might be afraid of making new friends or I am just afraid of that my old friends might leave me completly.
I've always put friends before everything, but I realized that they don't really care about me.
I've had 2 girl bestfriends, one of them just couldn't go out with me, because her mom hated me and second one found new friends that she just seems to like more, she even started drugs (They are all addicted). I was always afraid of losing another friend because of drugs, because one boy that i loved started taking drugs and he died 2 years ago. other friends just found new friends too or they don't go out anymore at all.
I just realised that I am starting to not really care that I don't have friends... Is it normal ?