Is it ok that i hate my mother?
I hate my mother. She has a bipolar disorder and I have depression. Putting those two together, won't be pretty. The doctor told her that she needs to change her ways around me. But, she didn't and I'm getting more depressed. Suddenly, she is more strict, more distant, more agonizing. A whole 360 if I say. I cut myself because of it. She inflicts these sad and horrified emotions. Being in a house all day; by myself; is liberating you want your youngest daughter dead. I need help, I know. But, she needs to change or my life will be non existent.
I hate her but forced to love.