Is it ok to... ugh, friends
I can't think of the last time I was happy with the people I'm around. I've made some new friends lately and forgot my older ones. When I then thought of them again as they keep contacting me, I simply didn't care less. I thought of how I displayed myself to be what people think I am. I'm not her. Now I'm afraid of people finding out I lied to them. I never felt comfortable around them but they kept talking to me. I wouldn't care less about them anymore, neither do I care about my new friends yet they make me feel more like myself than my old ones. I don't care about people who seem to care about me. And the one person who has made clear to me that he doesn't care of me, he means the world to me.. Is this normal? It's becoming a problem..