Is it ok to die emotionally?

I am 19 years old girl.i don't have my mom and my aunt who is my fathers sis is emotionally harassing me. MY DAD doesn't care for me. My grandpa tells she will stop since last 7 years i am taking things lightly does she has any right on me just bcoz she cook food and takes care of clothes and all. And she don't let me enjoy if i do she always taunts me whenever any sought of fight happens she even slaps me and don't let mw speak. I am her slave ?? I am emotionally disturbed and harassed do i need to live my life the same way i am not able to focus on my studies i sometimes think to die just bcoz i don't have mom.

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  • My dog just died today.
    I still forced myself to go to school for a bio quiz because I'm not doing well in bio.
    And an economics debate because I prepared so hard for it and its actually something I take an interest in, even though everyone around me complains.
    And prep for a geometry test, because we have one on Wednesday and I need to be ready.
    And I needed people to think I was strong.
    But really I'm near tears every time I get free time to think.
    Ir every time I think of how adorable she looked with her tong out and her little upper bite.
    I hate myself because I knew she wasn't doing well so I wanted to distance myself.
    I'm scared to come home from school now because her dead body will be there.
    I loved her.
    And now she's gone.
    And I didn't even say a decent good bye.
    That's one thing out of just one thing of the year that makes me emotionally dead.

    You're normal if I'm normal.

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  • You’re aunt is a bitch. She needs to stop.
    I feel you. My mother dumped me when I was a little and I want to die all the time. Not even my own mother wanted me. I’m just an ugly stray dog.

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    • Ik and you know she again thrashed me just bcoz yesterday my nani mama and all came they have a little daughter who is very attached with me so i was playing with her and sitting with her only then she call me their slave so how to handle such abuse i want some help can anyone guide me plzz

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      • If she’s physically abusive just comply with her until you can find someone else to live with. But I definitely recommend you start looking for someone else to live with. And if you can’t try to find some friends that can pick you up to hang out with as often as possible.

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  • its called psychological abuse, there are tons of resources online you can go to to get help. you mentioned you are studying, might also want to talk to a school/university counsellor, they may be able to help

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  • Sorry you are having real difficulty. I can't really understand what is going on but there is help out there. Perhaps you can seek some assistance from people who have the same first language as you. Where are you from?

    Please know we care but it's hard to help if we don't know whats going on.

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    • I am dieing every single second due to her nonsense ruthless behaviour

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  • She died 7 years ago i don't have anything or anyone to tell

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  • You're not dying emotionally but you do sound depressed. You're 19: do you have to stay there in this strange family?

    Why don't you have your mother? Has she died or what and if so, how long ago, because maybe you need grief counselling.

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  • Someone plz help me i am so down that i feel worst

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    • I'd love to help how I can.

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      • I just want tp get out of this situations i want be free like others to dine out to freely enjoy

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        • Well if dining out is your biggest fear then I may not be able to help. Get in your car and eat.

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          • I mean dinging out mean i am nkt able to be allowed like others it was just a example and i live in india i don't have money they don't give me a single rupee

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  • So sad why don't you complain in police?

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