Is it ok to miss friend/ex
Hi readers. pardon my english if my grammar isn't on point. i've been married over 11 years now and haven't been in love with her. i care allot about her and do bunch of things for her. but i slept with my best friend and everything was so amazing and i broke up my marriage for this girl.
As friends this girl was the best person i ever met and she also know my wife. we have been together for about 6 months and i always miss my wife every single day she's not around me. my wife called me and wanted to know if we could make things right again.. and so i tried.
I brake up with my girlfriend to go back to my wife and told her everything. she forgive me and we are back together and now i start to miss my ex now again. why am i feeling like this ? she doesn't wanna even be friends again. deleted me from every social media blocked my number.
We haven't spoke about 4 months now and i still think about her everyday. i know i should move on and be happy with my wife now. but how can i stop feeling like i should have make better choices in my life. i've learned so much from this.
it bothers me everyday asking myself why did i do this. why did i lose a good friend i had. or was it that she hate me for going back to my marriage. please help . thank you readers