Is it okay if i'm thinking about killing or fantasizing about death?

I often had hard time being confident about myself and i am always thinking i'm worthless. I also thinking that i am better dead than being alive. I always had nightmares being left by everybody and having a hard time recalling happy moments.

Is It OK To?
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  • 1-800-273-8255

    If you live in the US, call this number immediately. They will help you.

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  • I guess it's ok as long as you're not doing it all the time and as long as you're not progressing to wanting to live out your fantasys. Serial killers etc start out fantasising then go on to kill. If you think it's problematic best go see someone about it. Everybody has angry dark thoughts occasionally of revenge etc but it's a matter of balance.

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  • Is it normal? Yes, I can say this by experience (and still experiencing).

    Is it ok? I suppose as long as you don't actually do it, you should be fine. It's not like anyone can stop these thoughts: not even ourselves at times. But then, thinking about it may throw you into the loop of, "But I can't die, because then [noun you genuinely care about/other reason why you shouldn't]". From there sanity runs away and then we ultimately couldn't care less about anything.

    TL:DR;
    It's normal (for us at least), but it's probably not ok to think about it too much.

    I'd say "Talk to someone.", "Don't do it!", or "Get some help."; but then, that'd probably just make things worse on ourselves, huh?

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    • okey, thanks a lot. i usually do that. i already experience it for over 3-4 years. i usually let myself at despair when it comes and then i give myself reason that these despair i feel is not my fault and it might help me to understand people.

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  • Find someone and talk . If you dont have someone then go find them . People who care are out here

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    • Depression is just a normal emotion here in the philippines. Many filipinos think that having these is my fault.

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  • Dont do it

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  • Nope, what you need to do is to reach out for help.

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  • Bottle red wine + beach + camp fire = troubles melted away for a while

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