Is it okay to be a white girl EXTREMELY attracted to Asian guys?
Hey. I'm a 17 year old (white) girl and I'm super attracted to Asian males. It's been like this as long as I remember. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've never watched any Japanese cartoons or Korean music so I know it's not because of that. My "attraction" is so strong I couldn't even date any other race, not even my own. I've looked this up so many times and te internet says I have "yellow fever" (aka some kind of a paraphilia?). I don't even know. Just seeing a young Asian guy (especially if he's attractive), makes me sometimes wet (yes the attraction is that extreme 🤦🏻♀️). I feel like a racist. I don't know if I could ever date because I would feel like such an asshole. I understand that I'm objectifying and fetishsizing a race, but I can't stop it believe me, I've tried. Also I live in Finland (Northern Europe, Scandinavia), and there's NO Asian guys here. Sucks for me. I can't date here. I don't have money to move to Asia right now. I'm really horny. WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO?