Is it okay to be more afraid to live than to die?
I have bipolar disorder, my maniac period is equally or even more dangerous than my depressive period, because I become impulsive and I urge to die becomes stronger in that time. I have no problems except this what so ever. I think about death everyday every hour. I fear the tomorrow and I'm afraid to live. Not that I'm not scared of death but I'm more frightened by the idea that I have so long to live.