Is it okay to hate children
Okay, I'm going to be straight up. I'm an 18 year old girl that just can't... stand children. My parents are always on my ass saying how one day, when I have children, I'm going to experience the wonders of motherhood and the unconditional love of a child.
Well, I don't like it. The idea of getting pregnant and having something grow inside me is just.. disgusting. Kudos to you if you're a mother, but when I think about my own body, it just makes me want to throw up. And it's not like I ever had a bad experience with family/kids before. My family are together, have three children, and I'm the eldest.
But being the eldest has made me realize that there is no way in hell I would ever have children. Nor do I like children in general. When a smaller cousin wants to initiate play time, I just don't want to. I don't want them near me, I don't want to play with them, nor do I want to care for them for 18 years. It seems harsh, but I'd rather work in a field I'm passionate about than worrying about a fucking child.